thinking about *****

i'm thinking if maybe i should start speaking again to you-know-who.. it's been two weeks since i've last spoken to him... well.. it is, after all, his fault... maybe i should wait 'till he apologizes... or maybe not.. i think, i'd be wasting our FRIENDSHIP because of this petty quarrel... but if i speak to him again, i'd lose... or will i?? i don't know... where are my friends when i need them?? no! this is not their fault! i'm sorry.. i won't be erasing that part... for my friends not to read.. i am anyways just thinking aloud... but i really do need my friends right now.. i hope you guys get to read this soon... i DO need you.. and i also miss you - a lot!! i just can't find time to go with you guys anymore... i miss you... i also miss him...