sick in both ways

i got sick (still am sick).. went to the doctor last Saturday.. she prescribed me two medicines.. one, she said, would give me nightmares... i knew she was just joking, that she said that because my mom asked her about the email she received about a certain generic name of a drug that had some rather horrifying side effects (my mom believes everything sent to her via email!).. okay okay.. point taken.. if that was the case.. the first night i drank the medicine.. i had a dream/nightmare.. i don't know how to categorize it. it was about the night he 'sort of' asked me to dance with him.. some parts of it really happened, some of them didn't.. though i wish they did.. it was just so.. uhm, sweet... it made me think, most of my dreams really did show of my deepest desires... fantasies that i knew had only one chance out of a hundred to happen..