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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Sana lahat ng lalake ganito

This is one of my conversations with a friend. I met him back in Adamson, like me, he was also a member of the webteam.. Meet my friend JM, i call him gwaps... This is the second time he has helped me, as in really helped me! i love telling him my problems, because he knows of one solution that would surely work! :) cheers to you gwaps!

Jane (10:29 PM): magkwento ka naman!!!

JM (10:29 PM): ano kkwento ko? hehehe

Jane (10:30 PM): khit ano.. d k na ata madalas gumala ngaun?!

JM (10:30 PM): di na
JM (10:30 PM): lam mo nmn di nmn tlga ko pala gala

Jane (10:30 PM): RIGHT...

JM (10:31 PM): bahay --> skul ----> library(ma2log) --> bahay
JM (10:31 PM): lng ako

Jane (10:31 PM): hhhmmmm! chorva!
Jane (
10:31 PM): d raw

JM (10:31 PM): d tlga ko mahilig gumala
JM (10:31 PM): ikaw..nkkgala ka na ngayon d b?
JM (10:31 PM): free ka na

Jane (10:32 PM): anong free n ko?

JM (10:33 PM): di ka na nkakulong s rum u

Jane (10:34 PM): ah... medyo nadagdagan.. home-->school-->STARBUCKS--->school--->home
Jane (
10:34 PM): hehe


JM (10:34 PM): hehehe
JM (10:34 PM): bat mas masarap sa coffee bean?


Jane (10:34 PM): HANO?
Jane (
10:35 PM): i guess dpende qng anong coffee ung inoorder...


JM (10:35 PM): coffee bean > starbucks
JM (10:35 PM): huwow..


Jane (10:35 PM): NO! STARBUCKS conquers coffee bean
Jane (
10:35 PM): !!!

JM (10:35 PM): no no no no
JM (10:36 PM): COFFEE BEAN WINS!
JM (10:36 PM): hek hek Xp

Jane (10:36 PM): i beg to differ!
Jane (
10:38 PM): starbucks coffee is made with LOVE
Jane (
10:38 PM): hehe

JM (10:38 PM): huwow
JM (10:39 PM): coffee bean coffee can heal a broken heart.. HIYESSS!

Jane (10:40 PM): HIYESS!
Jane (
10:40 PM): makapunta nga don!
Jane (
10:40 PM): hehe

JM (10:41 PM): huwow! broken hearted ka ba?

Jane (10:41 PM): oo naman no
Jane (
10:41 PM): hehe!

JM (10:41 PM): hala! di ko lam un ah! bakit? anong kwento nun?

Jane (10:42 PM): mahabang kwento, coz it goes way back 3rd yr HS
Jane (
10:42 PM): ang solusyon: manlalaki! wahehe!

JM (10:42 PM): hala!
JM (10:42 PM): its been years
JM (10:42 PM): di ka parin naka moveon?

Jane (10:43 PM): di eh, pano nmn kc makaka-move on, skin kc, if i want 2 muv on, i need 2 find sum1 to replace him
Jane (
10:43 PM): drama no
Jane (
10:43 PM): hehe

JM (10:43 PM): ehem...
JM (10:43 PM): di nmn mdrama
JM (10:43 PM): replacement?

Jane (10:43 PM): sort of
Jane (
10:44 PM): pero i don't really want to think of it that way

JM (10:44 PM): pede namn sgro sa ibang bagay eh...
JM (10:44 PM): i mean pede ka magfocus sa iba mo pang priority para makalimutan mo xa

Jane (10:44 PM): believe me, i tried

JM (10:44 PM): maraming bagay na masiportante sa kanya
JM (10:44 PM): mahirap tlga un
JM (10:45 PM): pero its been years..ako naniniwala na time heals
JM (10:45 PM): mdalas nakdepende ang buhay ng tao sa mind set nito or world view

Jane (10:45 PM): then sana it would heal my heart fast, kc medjo matagal n rin to eh, qng

may sugat tlga to, bka may blood clot na ko

JM (10:46 PM): tingin mo ba nkktulong seu ung ganyang mindset?>
JM (10:46 PM): na u need someone na kpalit para mkmove on?
JM (10:46 PM): hehehe
JM (10:46 PM): tapos meron NANA
JM (10:46 PM): lumalbas ung train at pari

Jane (10:46 PM): QUE BABOY
Jane (
10:46 PM): UMALIS NGA AKO SA NURSING!

JM (10:47 PM): hehehe
JM (10:47 PM): baka di mo lng napapatawad ung sarili mo or ung guy

Jane (10:47 PM): i don't h8 him actually

JM (10:47 PM): hatred or bitterness can take you further than you think you can go..
JM (10:48 PM): kala mo hanggang dun lng ung sakit

Jane (10:48 PM): i h8 the fact na alm ko nang nasasaktan aq pero ayw q bumitaw

JM (10:48 PM): pero parang seed un na tutubo
JM (10:48 PM): love u pa ba?

Jane (10:48 PM): nya?

JM (10:49 PM): sya

Jane (10:49 PM): oo

JM (10:50 PM): huwow
JM (10:50 PM): ang tagal na nun

Jane (10:50 PM): grabe nga eh

JM (10:50 PM): meron pa kau communication?

Jane (10:51 PM): uhm... i try not to lose our communication, pero he doesn't reply... he's not being mean, i think he just had enough

JM (10:51 PM): tlga

Jane (10:51 PM): actually we never were an 'item'

JM (10:52 PM): oh?

Jane (10:52 PM): 3rd-4th yr kc, ksma ko sya s badminton
Jane (
10:52 PM): super close kmi, closer kmi kesa s knila nung GF nya

JM (10:52 PM): bestfriend

Jane (10:53 PM): sabi nya bestfriends daw kmi, pero khit un, hindi ko man lang mafeel ngaun
Jane (
10:53 PM): i had to graduate, then soonafter, 'sinundan' nya DAW ako dun s san juan de dios

JM (10:53 PM): bakit? iba ba tritment nya?

Jane (10:54 PM): magulo kc sya eh... or assuming lang ako maxado... sweet kasi eh
Jane (
10:54 PM): i'm a complete sucker for sweet guys

JM (10:54 PM): ahhh
JM (10:54 PM): kaya nagfall ka sa knya
JM (10:54 PM): do you think namisinterpret mo ung pinapakita nya?

Jane (10:54 PM): nung umpisa, ganun nga ata eh
Jane (
10:55 PM): then nung 2nd year ako, 1st year xa.. iba na ung trato nya sakin

JM (10:55 PM): tlga
JM (10:55 PM): tulad?

Jane (10:55 PM): well.. sweet na xa tlga, ung totoo na... he and his GF broke up a couple of months bago sya maggraduate ng HS...
Jane (
10:56 PM): then aun na.. hell days na

JM (10:56 PM): hell days tlga

Jane (10:56 PM): super sweet sya for a certain period.. then bigla nalang ndi ko na nakita...
Jane (
10:56 PM): then may nagsabi sakin na may niligawan daw siya
Jane (
10:56 PM): so super depressed ako nun
JM (10:57 PM): tlga
JM (10:57 PM): sakit ung un..
Jane (10:57 PM): i even went way over than just depressed...
Jane (
10:57 PM): na nung nalaman nung friend ko
JM (10:58 PM): ...
Jane (10:58 PM): nagdala sya ng baseball bat, almost susugurin nya na si jonas sa galit
Jane (
10:58 PM): and nakakagulat kasi ung friend ko n un, lahat binebefriend

JM (10:58 PM): jonas ung name ng lalake?

Jane (10:58 PM): wala na.. nadulas na.. hehe

JM (10:58 PM): hehehe

Jane (10:59 PM): nagagalit din kc aq.. hehe

JM (10:59 PM): ano nman nkkgulat dun?
JM (10:59 PM): adik

Jane (10:59 PM): kc... alm mo ung tipo ng tao na napakafriendly tiaka makulit.. gnun kc ung friend ko na un, c kuya bugoy... tpos ibang klase ung galit nya kay jonas.. hanggang ngayon
Jane (
11:01 PM): to make the long story short, umamin si jonas sa kin na 'mahal nya daw ako'.. then.. lumipat ako sa adamson, tpos nging cold n sya sakin

JM (11:01 PM): hmmm
JM (11:02 PM): bakit kaya
JM (11:02 PM): so kelan lng un

Jane (11:02 PM): that was about two years ago
Jane (
11:02 PM): when i asked him this: "sbihin mo nlng kc qng
minahal mo tlga ko, or kaya mo lang ginwa un kc naawa ka lang skin"
(nagulat lahat ng tao sa sinbi ko n toh)

JM (11:03 PM): maraming tao nung sinabi mo un?

Jane (11:03 PM): uhm nope... nung tinanong lang nila

JM (11:04 PM): huwow
JM (11:04 PM): nsabi ko na ba seu na i never had a gf since birth..'

Jane (11:04 PM): really?
Jane (
11:05 PM): bkt nmn?

JM (11:05 PM): hehehe isa sa dahilan ko..baka kasi meron ako masktan na babae..tapos masayang lng ung relationship, time, effort

Jane (11:05 PM): hay naku, gwaps kung lahat lang ng lalake kpareho mo magisip

JM (11:05 PM): pero mrami pa din ako dahilan kung bakit ngdecide ako wala muna commitment

Jane (11:05 PM): honestly ang sweet nmn nung cnbi mo

JM (11:06 PM): mron pa nman siguro dyan
JM (11:06 PM): na ano?

Jane (11:06 PM): baka kasi meron ako masktan na babae
Jane (
11:06 PM): ngaun lang aq nakarinig ng ganyan

JM (11:06 PM): unga..
JM (11:06 PM): i really respect lahat ng mga babae

Jane (11:06 PM): auhw.. hehe

JM (11:06 PM): walang panget
JM (
11:07 PM): di lng marunong magayos at umayos
JM (
11:07 PM): hehehe

Jane (11:07 PM): s tingin ko naman, i don't think u could hurt a woman, s lagay mong

yan.. na conscious k s feelings ng iba.. so that's nice

JM (11:08 PM): di ko pa alam..pero gusto ko kasi sigurado na
JM (11:08 PM): i mean..di kasi ako naghahanap ng maggf
JM (
11:08 PM): im looking for my wife to be

Jane (11:08 PM): wow!

JM (11:08 PM): ngek!

Jane (11:08 PM): ndi i mean.. really.. wow!
Jane (
11:08 PM): ndi ung 'wow' n wow lng

JM (11:09 PM): i realized it nung high skul pa ko...tapos nagkataon di pa ko ngkkgf
JM (11:09 PM): tlga? first mo ba mkrining ng ganitong conviction
JM (11:09 PM): ?
JM (11:09 PM): hmmm..

Jane (11:09 PM): honestly, yeah

JM (11:09 PM): pero nung inopen ko to sa 2 kong pang kaibigan

Jane (11:09 PM): coz mostly ang nririnig ko mga problems ng magbf/gf eh
Jane (
11:10 PM): ano daw?

JM (11:10 PM): nagcommit sila na wala munang gf until we graduate
JM (11:10 PM): dami nga din lumalapit sakin na me ganong problema
JM (11:10 PM): lam mo we can compare ung bf/gf relationship sa pizza

Jane (11:10 PM): r u sure na compsci ka?

JM (11:11 PM): wen ever we have a commitment we give a slice of it
JM (
11:11 PM): until nothing is left
JM (
11:11 PM): tapos
JM (
11:11 PM): kapag ngkaron ka pa ng relationsip

Jane (11:11 PM): i'm listening

JM (11:11 PM): kala mo meron ka pang naiibibigay
JM (
11:11 PM): un pala wala na..naubos..
JM (11:12 PM): pero di ba iba ung pakiramdam na una mo kinain ung pizza? ung unang slice masakit pa nga sa panga sa sarap eh
JM (11:12 PM): hehehe

Jane (11:12 PM): hehe.. love the last line

JM (11:12 PM): tapos magnda pa dun..2 lang kayong maghahati dun sa buong pizza..walang agawan..SULIT!!!

JM (11:12 PM): do you get my point?

Jane (11:13 PM): okay so now i'm going to ask you, sure ka bang gus2 mong magcompsci?
Jane (
11:13 PM): y didn't u just take philosophy or sumthing

JM (11:13 PM): huwow!
JM (11:13 PM): bakit mo nmn ntanong un?

Jane (11:13 PM): wla lng... gno b kalaki ang utak mo at napagkakasya mu yang mga ganyang thoughts s utak mo?

JM (11:13 PM): nageenjoy nmn ako sa course ko..
JM (11:14 PM): hala!
JM (11:14 PM): sigro di ko lng kasi inisip yan..sinabuhay ko kasi
JM (11:14 PM): napakahalaga para sakin ung gnong relationship
JM (11:14 PM): sacred ba ung sa ingles?
JM (11:14 PM): hehehe

Jane (11:15 PM): hehe

JM (11:15 PM): pero it doesnt mean na blank un emotions ko \
JM (11:15 PM): pagdating dun
JM (11:15 PM): nagkkgusto din ako
JM (11:15 PM): kaso i have to check kung ready na ba tlga ko
JM (11:15 PM): or susundin ko nlng ung gsto ko tapos sa dulo..
JM (11:16 PM): wala din..di ko pa naachieve ung gusto ko mangyari

Jane (11:16 PM): alm mo as much as i want to think that way, and i really do, ndi ko lang tlga mapigilan eh... i tried everything kaso wala tlga


JM (11:16 PM): kala mo lng u've tried everything
JM (
11:17 PM): if thats your problem..then merong solution dyan
JM (
11:17 PM): walang ggwa ng lock na walang susi

Jane (11:17 PM): i know what you mean
Jane (
11:17 PM): BIG SMILE

JM (11:17 PM): sigro kaylangan mo lng hanapin ung susi
JM (
11:17 PM): tama ba ko?
JM (11:17 PM): meron ba point?

Jane (11:17 PM): once again, touche

JM (11:18 PM): gusto k mkapagmove on ka na
JM (
11:18 PM): lam mo bahala na ang Lord pumili ng babae para sakin
JM (
11:18 PM): mas kilala nya ko
JM (
11:18 PM): pero kapag mga 30 at wla pa kong asawa
JM (
11:19 PM): hehehe
JM (
11:19 PM): 22lungan ko na maghanap ang Lord..

Jane (11:19 PM): ahehehe!
Jane (
11:19 PM): "mas kilala nya ko" o gosh, i really think you should have taken a different course

JM (11:20 PM): hala?!

Jane (11:20 PM): napapasmile ako
Jane (
11:20 PM): hehehe

JM (11:21 PM): lam ko masmalupet ung taste ng Lord..bibigyan nya ba ko ng ok lng? syempre ung best..pero kapag ako pumili baka mafrustrate lng ako..
JM (11:21 PM): d b?

Jane (11:22 PM): alm mo hindi lang ako nakasmile ngaun, BIG GRIN
Jane (
11:22 PM):
Jane (
11:22 PM): ang galeng
Jane (
11:22 PM): ibang level k tlga!

JM (11:22 PM): tlga..
JM (11:22 PM): d din..
JM (11:22 PM): dami k pa kulang

Jane (11:22 PM): pero ibang lvl k prin

JM (11:22 PM): minsan eengot engot padin ako..
JM (11:23 PM): pero di pa kasi tapos ang Lord sakin

Jane (11:23 PM): iba parin ung wisdom, dpt alm mu yan no
Jane (
11:23 PM): really
Jane (
11:23 PM): seriously
Jane (
11:23 PM): truthfully
Jane (
11:23 PM): honestly
Jane (
11:23 PM): maniwala ka, ibang lvl k tlga
Jane (
11:23 PM):

JM (11:23 PM): ganon din sayo! di pa tapos ang Lord...just keep in touch w/ the Lord..and He will reveal wisdom na di mo akalain na ma222nan mo

Jane (11:25 PM): sa ngaun, nakakadalawa ka na!

JM (11:25 PM): thanks, pero sa Lord lng lahat ng glory...siguro kung di ko sya nkilala...walang kwenta na buhay ko.. i mean i would wonder kung ano ba tlga ung reason bakit ako nbubuhay
JM (11:25 PM): dalawa?

Jane (11:25 PM): two.. hehe
Jane (
11:25 PM):

JM (11:26 PM): onga noh

Jane (11:26 PM): hehe
Jane (
11:26 PM): i mean...
Jane (
11:26 PM): pangalawang beses na tong u've knocked some sense into me

JM (11:27 PM): sana nk2long tlga ko

Jane (11:27 PM): anong sana?!

JM (11:27 PM): u would feel a desire to change or hope na pwede nga mabgo ung crcmstances

Jane (11:27 PM): alm mo lht nung masakit na nararamdaman ko kanina, nwala

JM (11:27 PM): pero i would not happen kapag di ka tlga ngdecide
JM (11:27 PM): hehehe
JM (11:28 PM): u should decide and be determine to change and move on

Jane (11:28 PM): pwede bang iblog 2ng conv. ntin n toh?

JM (11:28 PM): desire, decide and be determin...kaya mo yan.. i believe kaya mo yan...ask help din sa Lord
JM (11:28 PM): hehehe
JM (11:28 PM): sige
JM (11:29 PM): remind m ung sarili mo kapag nkklimot ka na..hehehe

Jane (11:29 PM): medjo nakalimot nga ako, then pinaalala mo lang ulit, so ok na
Jane (
11:29 PM):

JM (11:29 PM): hehehe
JM (11:30 PM): kaps..
JM (11:30 PM): i need 2 sleep na
JM (11:30 PM): class pa ko tom

Jane (11:30 PM): ah ok..GOODNIGHT
Jane (
11:30 PM): SUPERMEGA THANKYOU TALAGA
Jane (
11:30 PM): as in super
Jane (
11:30 PM): super talaga

JM (11:30 PM): likewise for listening sa mga paniniwala ko..
JM (11:31 PM): glad 2 help
JM (11:31 PM): God bless
JM (11:31 PM): pahinga ka na din maga

Jane (11:31 PM): next time ulit ah
Jane (
11:31 PM): same to you
Jane (
11:31 PM): GWAPS
Jane (
11:31 PM): !
Jane (
11:31 PM): isang apir muna!

JM (11:31 PM): sige
JM (11:31 PM): apir

Jane (11:31 PM): w8 w8 w8 d q n nmn mhnp!

JM (11:32 PM): hahahaha

Jane (11:32 PM): wag kang aalis, magaapir lng aq
Jane (
11:32 PM): !!!
Jane (
11:32 PM): w8 lng!
Jane (
11:32 PM): aun aun!
Jane (
11:32 PM):
Jane (
11:32 PM): ayan ok na!
Jane (
11:32 PM): gnyt
Jane (
11:32 PM):
Jane (
11:32 PM):

JM (11:32 PM): oki
JM (11:32 PM): gnyt