i force myself to people who i can't ever have...

i am a total wreck... i am so stupid.. why do i never learn?!


a guy who is totally perfect can never fall for someone like me!!!!


this has happened to me before!!! OH!!! he's really just so nice!!! awfully nice!!! what is it about me that makes them treat me that way?! in the end, i end up hurting myself! i am trying to make them become my friend.. then.. i fall!!! i didn't mean for this to happen....



no!!! i have to stop this before it becomes worse.