rose...

he ALMOST gave me a rose...

get it??? almost...

anyways i have no right to take it...

it wasn't really meant for me.. though i really did hope it was...

i have no feelings for him or anything.. it's just that there are things he does that i so longed for to be done for me.... he makes me feel so appreciated...

he is not like the other guy who makes me feel so worthless...

going back to him.. even at prom night.. he didn't give me anything.. i wasn't expecting any particular GIFT from him... a simple word would have done the job... even if it was not that cursed three worded phrase...
nothing he said swept me from my feet...
but i still can't bring myself to hate him... i just can't!


if someone really close to me is actually reading my blog.. pls. help me... i can not ask from you directly.. my words are only powerful when they are written...