okay about my most recent post

jonas (mind you I'm stating his name) finally told me how he felt... and good heavens it's the same as mine... what confuses me is that i don't feel that thrilled to have known... when in fact this was all i've been waiting for him to say... i still do think of him like i used to, probably our distance changed my feelings... more to that, why did he have to tell me this when i've decided to leave, at the moment i've given my papers for transferring, at a time that i couldn't see him that much anymore... i hope you get to read this jonas... you're one of the reasons i'm doing the things i'm doing right now... i guess i'm trying to keep away from you... though you've told me that you do love me... maybe i'm just scared to get hurt again by you


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the other guy