my stupid personality

i would have been alright if you would have just replied to one of my messages.. i sent you another message, it was nothing really.. i was just checkin' up on you... why is it that you can send messages to other people and not me?? i've been refreshing/reloading my page for quite some time now, still wishing that your message is just late.. hoping by some miracle the page would say.. 're: jonas musta ka na?' err..


well, i really shouldn't be blaming you... i'm sorry it's just that sometimes (understatement) i get so caught up with these sudden outbursts of jealousy... sorry.. and sorry too to every single friend of mine who had to endure this grueling thing that IS, sad to say, a part of me



no matter how i try to forget you, i'm still waiting..
still wishing you would want me back..
why is it that where i'm standing right now is such a burden??
hmph
:::...according to shakespeare, it is the green-eyed monster which doth mock the meat it feeds on...:::