ONE BIG LIE

this is how i'd rather have it. i will continue to lie - i have to - i don't want to hurt my friends. even though it's really hard, i can't tell anyone about it. i have to keep it to myself, i have to protect their feelings. i don't know how long I'll be able to keep up with this but i'll be strong for friendship's sake. i wish i could tell someone about my big lie.